Magical!

哈囉挖乎，大家好久不見=)
今天是星期六，米粒的day off,
突破以往自己舊金山旅行or 自己亂晃，
今天跟第一次見面卻覺得很熟悉的Sherry約去逛mall,
還是有很多想買的東西，
但是話匣子打開就講不完了，一直東聊西聊，
聊過去聊未來聊現在，
現在不結婚，更不想生小孩@#$%^%&，
我們都覺得，管自己就有點困難了，何況是..管小孩....etc?

人阿,
一輩子都在做選擇，
只是這個選擇是照著我們的意思還是其他人的意思?
我們小時候照著哥哥姐姐的樣子覺得那是我們應該依循的道路；
然後同學朋友開始變成我們依循的模範；
接著我們可能follow喜歡的偶像的樣子；
然後又可能爸爸媽媽要我們填什麼志願我們就填了；
畢業後現在的趨勢是考研究所，
一輩子我們都在走別人的路，別人覺得理所當然比較好的路。
當我們走在這條路上時卻也常常迷惘，
is it what I want?

I totally could understand my family and friends what they talk to me:
"if you feel it doesn't work in  America, then you come back"
they don't want me unhappy here,
and they hope I could enjoy the American life which I have.
I know all about it. and thanks all you guys' support.
What I choose, I should take the responsibility of myself.
If I didn't pass through it, my heart will always be unstable,
and I won't cherish what I have in Taiwan.
Sometimes I really miss you all soooooooooooooo much,
but I keep remind myself,
it's the way I choose, and I believe that there must be God's mercy inside.
so please keep pray for me,
and l will do myself best, not always feel umconfortable.
after all, we can choose our thought, our mind to face the enivorment,
right?

謝謝你異鄉人，
我明白自己多一點了。
 

好溫暖的一天>////<