Magical!

what's wrong with my chinese type?
I can't type it, so I just can type in English...
are you kidding?

Now my life has became a kind of normal life,
take care of Ethan from 0900 to 1230,
then I have a lunch, take care of him from 1300 to 1730,
then it's my cooking time.
Give me one hour then I can cook 3 dishes and one soup.
then after I cook, feed Ethan, it's my walking time for half a hour,
then go back to wash dishes,
then one day job is done.

sometimes it's really simple.
even though I can say it's really boring.
but the simple and boring life could give me more time to think about my past, now and the future. 
and face my weakness in reality.
after all, people are not perfect.
all we can do just do our best, then wait for God's grace.

so what am I worried about?
I feel  anxious about the return ticket and Hawaii ticket,
and my teacher didn't send me the form...
I should say, American is not a effective country,
others business is not my business...
go to the hell!

let it go let it go...
after one month, it's not my business anymore!